When I was in Rexburg, I met with Uncle Jim. We talked about my future a bit. He thinks that it would be a good idea for me to go to Taiwan, and to go for six months. I had originally been planning on going for a year. I felt better about this idea. Then, when I get home from Taiwan, I should go back to school. I want to go back, but I can't decide what to study. My mind changes weekly. The most recent ideas were Elementary Education, and then back to Social Work.
I haven't heard anything about Taiwan in so long, it is discouraging. I am not even sure I want to go anymore. I mean, I want to, but would it be a good decision? I have a good job here working at REI. Should I give that up, and come home to no job after the Taiwan experience? My supervisor told me the other day that I am becoming the go-to customer service person. I finally have my own medical/dental/life insurance. I don't know what to do.
Back to what I should study. My aunt Debbie was in town for a few days, with my uncle and cousin. She reminded me that I do have great compassion for people who are suffering. I get frustrated watching shows like "Intervention," however. Debbie reminded me of the reasons why I wanted to study Social Work in the beginning. I have had experiences that are valuable in helping me understand others who struggle. I think that maybe the deal with "Intervention," is that I don't understand why the people are so resistant to change when the opportunity is freely given to them. This is not a perfect world and change is hard. I, myself, was resistant to change in my own ways, when I was given opportunities. It is scary to change.
I only wish I didn't have to wait so long to start school again. If I choose to do some licensure or undergraduate program, I can start in the winter. But if I want to go to Grad School, I can't do that until Fall of 2011.